Am totally confused, and puzzled all over, where the life heads from here!
- I really want to *LEAD* in real sense, the initiatives I am taking at the Nirvanas... but not happening!
- I really want to read many books, and know many things; want to really *read* stuff, but just can't...
- I really want to decide, whether its going to be a techie mAnIaC, or a managerial mAnIaC, but just can't make up...
- Want to enjoy life to the fullest (by playing, know swimming, going long drives, may be trekking), but just not up to it...
- Want to be someone important, and not just another IT guy, but again... not happening...
- Want to really concentrate on the work, but just can't...
- Terror attacks, Uddhav and Raj stories, Rajdeep's rage makes me all boiled up...
- Friends not acknowledging, just being a nobody makes me mad, as hell...
- Idea of people thinking me as a crazy, and just a lucky lad... worst feeling!
- Mirror told me "Hello Mr. Nobody" this morning, and literally shattered to pieces... TERM_SIGNAL!!!
- Encountering failures, one by one, in various competitive stuff, makes me wonder, was I always so dumb?
Was writing this post, and battery drains down, in exactly 3 minutes. And Damn! When I click this orange "PUBLISH POST" icon, you will want me to BUZZ OFF!
I ended my post here last night; however, read the tragic death of my two company mates this morning in newspaper, and realized.. Hey, these girls had just started with their life... and it had to end so soon!
Whereas, I still have the means, motives and opportunity (crime lingo, eh?) to strike off and change all the "wanna be" to "been there, done that"... That's what I wanna do... gonna do... A new day has come!
